Biology 101: Lesbian Romance by Olivia Myers

Author:Olivia Myers [Myers, Olivia]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Soft Kiss Books
Published: 2019-11-23T05:00:00+00:00

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I had biology lab the next morning, but I couldn’t make myself go. I lay in bed in my cramped little studio apartment, staring at the ceiling and hating myself for running away. I’d regretted it the moment I slowed down enough to remember the way she’d looked at me, the pleasure and love and lust that played across her face when I touched her and she touched me.

I knew Avery hadn’t known her roommate would barge in and she hadn’t known what those handcuffs would trigger in me. I didn’t blame her, but I couldn’t go back. I’d acted like a psycho and it was too embarrassing. I would never be able to see her again.

As I lay in bed, I glanced at where my phone sat on the bedside table. I’d turned it off after the fifth call from Avery. I hadn’t even looked at the messages she’d sent. What could they say that I hadn’t already told myself?

‘What’s wrong with you, you fucking weirdo? Why are you so damn psychotic? Who could ever love you?’

I was used to hearing words like that in the other girl’s voice, but I couldn’t bear to hear Avery say them. I would have to change my phone number, drop out of classes, and transfer to another school. Maybe there I would be able to remember why I was never going to look at another girl again.

Right now, though, all I could think about was how much I hated myself. I’d lost the girl of my dreams and, even worse, I’d hurt her. I had no one to blame but myself.

I beat my head against my pillow as I tried to push Avery out of my head. It didn’t work.

How could I ever forget her sparkling eyes, her round hips that fit so perfectly around mine, her tongue. Oh, god, her tongue!

I flipped onto my back and groaned, my body flooding with heat as it remembered.

The doorbell rang, the shrill notes cutting through my thoughts. I flipped back onto my stomach and covered my head with my pillow, blocking out the sound as it rang again and again. Mercifully, after the fourth ring, it fell silent.

Whoever it was, I didn’t want to see them. I didn’t want to see anyone. Maybe I would forget about school altogether and run away to the mountains and become a hermit.

I marinated in pain and regret all day. It wasn’t until late in the evening that hunger drove me out of bed and to the kitchen. I searched through my fridge and cupboards, but everything looked disgusting. I needed comfort food, something with lots of carbs.

There was no way I was going to leave my apartment to buy anything. I hadn’t looked in a mirror all day and I was afraid of what I would find when I did. So I ordered Italian from my phone and hunkered down to wait.

When the delivery boy finally knocked, I dragged myself out of bed and to the door. I opened it a crack, just wide enough to let the food pass inside.

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